My 'Dope' for her

You are a queen. And through everything

You've given me, a reason to see

Myself in a new light

See that life will be alright.

I cherish you, your body and soul.

I promise you, I'll never let you go.

No one can take away my hope.

If you left my side, oh I'd lose all faith I hold inside.

My heart would break without you.

Might not awake without you.

Can't even breathe thinking of a world without you.

You have been my savior.

Forever will you reign here. 

I'll keep on fighting for your life,

Cause I need you more than Dope

Do What You Want (Monster Edition)

My little monster to Mother Monster version of 'Do What You Want.' I'd love to sing it to her!

I feel good when you're around, cause you lift me up high when I'm feeling down. You give, me the strength to know that everything's gonna be okay. So I, I won't let you. You've given me so much hope and I'll love you every day. So you what you want, what you want with your body, Do what you want, what you want with your body.  I'm gonna always stand beside you. I won't let anyone get to you. Do what you want, what you want with you body. Do what you want, what you want with your body. We'll fight them together. No one between us. We'll stand for our love cause she is our heart.

Sometimes, I'm scared I suppose, If they ever took your soul. I would fall apart if they got your heart, Try to get through our bodies. WE'RE A MONSTER ARMY.

On My Own

I've been knocked down, mistreated, and abused.
I've been lied to, deceived to, and refused.
I've been told that I'm never gonna make it on my own.
But I hope that one day I'll find a way to go.

So I'll look for the strength inside.
And pray that this pain doesn't take over my life.
It's something I gotta do for myself.
I can't take anybody else's help.

Don't you try to save me.
I know this won't be easy.
I must learn it the hard way.
Make good out of my mistakes.
Don't you try change me.
Only I can make the best of things.
A time for me to reflect my life.
Make things work the right way this time.

I'm so ashamed of everything I put myself through.
My head spins and I've never felt more confused.
I run and hide all the pain that's eating me alive.
Broken inside. I feel like I'm running out of time.

So I'll try to change my ways.
Learn from all my hard nights and days.
I know I've got to rescue myself.
I can't take anybody else's help.

Don't you try to save me.
It's my fault I'm going crazy.
More damaged than I thought I'd ever be.
Lost so long. I'm in too deep.
Don't you try to change me.
I'm watching all my crashing dreams.
Poisoning my body and my mind.
Fight away all the tears I cry.

I'm so sorry for hurting you. If I could change the past.
I'd love you more than you'd ever know and I would make it last.
I cherish you for your innocence. I would fail you never again.
But I've failed myself and nobody else can make it go away.

Don't you try to save me.
I'm trying to make myself at ease.
Can't erase the wrongs I can't make right.
Can't sorrow over a burnt out light.
Don't you try to change me.
I'll better my life in my own way.
Reminisce the things that make me cold.
Rid my darkness all on my own.

Evil Inside

Heart race, speed of light.
This demon's controlling my mind.
He's telling me inside.
That it is time to say good bye.
I'm feeling weak. I'm feeling scared.
I see the dark, I sense it there.
It could be more than I could bare.
I wonder if they'd even care.
Maybe I should let it go.
Rid myself of what I know.
Watch it take away my soul.
Destroy what I could be and more.
Broken pieces, burnt out flames.
Ashes falling, pouring rain.
Empty heart and so much pain.
Should it have the final say?
Fight its power, must stay strong,
Hold onto what I've loved so long.
Cherish it before it's gone.
Chase away its evil wrongs.
Growing fast, but I won't quit it.
My heart's too strong, I'm over it.
Stop you now, before you finish.
No, my life will not diminish.

Fears

Can't you see?
I'm stuck here in misery.
My mind is killing me.
Somebody save what's left of these dreams.
I'm mistaken.
There's nothing left, everything's dated.
I feel hated.
By the monsters inside my soul, trying to take it.
So many think it's cool.
No one really ever knew.
That this spirit is not true.
Such a fool.
Scream it loud.
What are these fears really about?
I see doubt.
I'm the one blocking my way out.
Time will tell.
I'll rewalk the path I know so well.
Just where I fell,
And everything crashed in a place like Hell.
Feeling afraid.
Like it's all the same, nothing can ever change.
So let's run away.
Not even time will save me from this hidden place.

Okay

Not a soul here to save me.
Not a mind here to change me.
I'm going to be okay.
I don't need the help.
I need courage.
Through this journey, it builds on.
Through to the light, I'll be strong.
Out of this dark place.
I'm going to be okay.

Ready

Change is coming my way.
This time I'm not afraid.
Excitement overcomes my mind.
Following the right path this time.
Putting these words into action.
Freeing my life of any distraction.
Moving on to a happy place.
All of these dreams, I'm ready to chase.